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Feeling by leonnyazenga15, literature

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Feeling

Sometimes I have those moments when my mind and heart just become overwhelmed with bad memories that I break down... I usually cry it out and be fine. But today I'm too exhausted to cry, to feel, to grieve. I guess I'm just meant to be lonely and sad all my life... Only sad isn't the word to use in this case sad would just be an understatement. I hate my life. People expect so much from me... And I wish I could see all the pretty lights and golden wisps they see in me... But I can't... All I know right now is pain... Lots and lots of pain. And no one to ease it. Gold gets dusty too... Especially if it's got no one to give it a polish every on

You Say You Care \3 by leonnyazenga15, literature

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You Say You Care \3

You say u care, Then you just ain't there. You leave me here, Lost in fear. I Give u my all, And u let me take the fall. I show u how I feel, But u leave me with wounds that don't heal. It's all too much, It was more than a crush. A feeling so pure it struck a note, You knew and shoved it down my throat. I used to love ❤ u, But now that it seems we're through. Tym to move on again, And wash away the stain...

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Feeling by leonnyazenga15, literature

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You Say You Care \3 by leonnyazenga15, literature

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You Say You Care \3

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Tutorial: Draw a Dragon with ryky

Aug 16, 2021

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Artist // Student // Literature

July 18
Botswana
Deviant for 10 years
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My Bio

I'm Like The Ocean And The Universe... Misunderstood and Everchanging... And Forever Crazy!!

Favourite Visual Artist

Vincent van Gogh

Favourite Movies

Call Me By Your Name, The Hunger Games, To All The Boys I've Loved Before, Love Simon, etc.

Favourite TV Shows

AHS, Teen Wolf, The Orville, Legacies, Stranger Things, The Umbrella Academy, etc

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Alessia Cara, Noah Kahan, James Arthur, Tori Kelly.

Favourite Books

Turtles All The Way Down, Solitaire, Harry Potter, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe, Call me by Your Name

Favourite Writers

Alice Oseman, Andre Aciman, J.K. Rowling, Adam Silveira.

Favourite Games

Watchdogs, Sleeping Dogs, Detroit Become Human, Blur, Life is Strange.

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Tools of the Trade

Pen and Paper, Phone, Laptop

Other Interests

Music, Singing, Poetry, Drawing.

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leonnyazenga15

Nov 29, 2018

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I frequently vascillate back and forth between wanting to feel fulfilled while single and wanting to be held so badly that I skirt the edge of a breakdown. After the past few months of emotional numbness, I’ve reached the point where I feel my only cure lies in two loving, all-encompassing arms. And I’ve realized something. It’s ok. It’s ok to want someone to love, to understand, to love back. It’s ok to want to feel valued and cherished and important in another’s life. It’s ok to want to hold someone together as they fall apart and know you’ll be held together as you fall apart. It’s no