leonnyazenga15

Sometimes I have those moments when my mind and heart just become overwhelmed with bad memories that I break down... I usually cry it out and be fine. But today I'm too exhausted to cry, to feel, to grieve. I guess I'm just meant to be lonely and sad all my life... Only sad isn't the word to use in this case sad would just be an understatement. I hate my life. People expect so much from me... And I wish I could see all the pretty lights and golden wisps they see in me... But I can't... All I know right now is pain... Lots and lots of pain. And no one to ease it. Gold gets dusty too... Especially if it's got no one to give it a polish every on

You say u care, Then you just ain't there. You leave me here, Lost in fear. I Give u my all, And u let me take the fall. I show u how I feel, But u leave me with wounds that don't heal. It's all too much, It was more than a crush. A feeling so pure it struck a note, You knew and shoved it down my throat. I used to love ❤ u, But now that it seems we're through. Tym to move on again, And wash away the stain...